Hi Staz,

God I miss you girl, life is just not the same without you.... So I need for you to watch Brandon this week when he leaves for Europe, please be with him on the plane and everywhere. certainly make him feel you when he goes to Paris where you went, he would love to know you are with him.. we all miss you so much... Now watching a boring movie called District 9 , dad says it is ok, Nicky loves it, to me too boring so I came to write to you.
So this Izo is having issues, I'm glad you can help, guide her well, I hope you can visit me soon, because I haven't felt you in a very long time and I miss that.
Oh by the way your room will be back to normal soon.....

ok going to get ice cream now, will have for you.

miss you lots and watch over all of us..

hugs and kisses, Mom,xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

always thinking of you and what your up too..... G-d i miss you stacy SO MUCH.....................

I truly believe in angels now..THANK YOU SO MUCH STAZ!!! My mom called me this morning, I still dont know where she is but at least I know she is fine. She's taking rest. I'll come at the cemetery soon to thank you and I hope u'll guide me in my future decisions.
I love you!!
Im very thankful!!

U know I hv a huge request. Plz can u help me? i cant handle this situation anymore. Always...always...always problems in my life. im sick now..i hv mental problems coz of wht happened in my entire life til now. I just wanna be happy Stacy. My mom is missing. idk where is she. All I know is that she was fed up and needed to go somwhere to take rest. I know, I think, I hope..she is in one of these centers but she didnt tell me where. she didnt tell me good-bye. She just left me a note on the table '' Maman est parti'' thats wht she wrote. When I saw this note in the morning i thought that she was talkin abt an appointment with the doctor and then coming back after but no...Im 20 yrs old but I feel like if i were 40. Plz stacy give a sens to my life.
N wht abt my bf? He asked me smthg yesterday..but is he the good one? Plz send me a sign. He's a stranger student here and he needs a job now otherwise he will be forced to go back to his country. I need him Stacy..he cant leave me.. OH PLZ STACY...I hv enough cried in my life..i dont wanna cry anymore.

Happy Birthday to Mrs. DeSousa. All the best.

Hi Anastasia,

So Sarah and I came to see you this morning. well I came out and Sarah stayed in the car as usual. So I removed the xmas wreath, time to move on. will come back with Valentine day deco. So another year older for me. yes my B day is here again celebrating it without you. I miss you so much it hurts, but as I said before after parents night in school for Nicky we are going to Homard Plus resto so I know you love the seafood also so let's eat.....
Don't have much to say today. But babcia bought me a beautiful jewerly box as a furniture just amazing, you would love it....
Now I need more jewerly, no problem.....lol..
anyway need to fix my hair with this snow it's gone flat, gross....
Love ya my baby,
forever in my heart,
Mom, xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Dear Anastasia's Mom,

You're strength and your connection to your daughter is an inspiration. I lost my mother about 5 years ago and your messages give me strength.

Thank you, and keep holding on.

She is always watching,

-Daniel

HI Baby,

So Babcia and I came to see you and grandpa at the cemetery today at lunch time after baba's doc app, she is doing fine. Great !!
So I started work last week slowly and had a relasp on tuesday night and wednesday so I need to start slower, only 2 days a week for the next 2 weeks and we shall see. So girl can't you and grandpa do something to get me the lucky ticket in Lottomax or the 6/49 tickets please. It would be easier to stay home with nothings to think about.
Anyway as for work I will do my work and that is it!! no more giving my whole self and caring about it. No one cares for me, So I need to take care of myself for me and the family. That is what is most important anyway. My health.
So I will come by next week and add little red hearts to prepare for Valentine day but don't forget my Birthday is next Thursday so you better be there with me all day and when we go for supper. Is this understood, I want to feel you. I miss you so much....
so everyone is coming home soon and I nee to prepare supper and the Young and the restless will start soon,. so I will talk to you tonight,.

Love ya baby,
Mom, xoxoxoxoxoxo

give grandpa a kiss amd hug for me....

j'ai oublié,
Bonne année Anastasia, J'irai souvent te visiter au cimetière en 2010.

Dear Anastasia,
Even though I don't you personally, I know your family misses you dearly, but that you are with the Lord, resting in his arms. I hope you know that their are other people out there, like myself, who feel the injustices of this world, and advocate for preventing crimes against innocent people like you. I hope your family also knows that I am praying for them, and that God has you protected in his safe, loving care, until you meet them again.
Sincerely, Rose
Since