i watched the "i survive" episode and james said things i had no idea happened. just picturing it in my head as he was speaking just broke my heart. beautiful as you are with a bright future, you deserved nothing like this, in fact no one does. the only thing that we could console ourselves with is that you watch over your family and friends. i truly believe too that you're the one who helped james come out of the shooting alive. and im convinced you watch over other people as well, because i never got the chance to meet you and i felt you next to me as i watched the episode.
you're an angel and were also one on earth. your family and friends are blessed to have you as a guardian angel

I just saw the episode of I survived involving Anastasia.It such a horrible waste of a young beautiful life she had ahead of herself.I wonder how a person can become so evil to do this to another.I pray for all that was involved in that incident,except for the shooter.

You can watch the episode with James here:



its episode 39

The show is on A & E's Bio channel and I wasn't able to find it either. Maybe it's because it's too recent and hasn't been put in their log or DVD store yet but maybe eventually it will turn up.

I'm doing a collage for my art course and Anastasia is the subject. She was the obvious choice. I call it You Will Be Forever, after the instrumental.

Hey Baby Girl,

I want to say THANK YOU! Brandon got to London A.OK he called me this morning. He was sooooooooo nervous yesterday waiting to leave and of course I had a few tears in my eyes. I have seperation issues! Please Please Please stay with him throughout his trip. I know for sure that you will be with him in Paris because you loved it so much there. Then from there he goes to Barcelona so go run with the bulls with him. Make sure he does not trip (lol). By the way I don't think he will be doing that. And, then on his way back once again I ask for you to be with him. Actually I need for you to tell grandpa that his Little Foot is off with his school and I need both of you with him. I will feel safer having 2 pairs of eyes on him. And if you see him trying to do something not correct tell him OFF! Scream at him do something to advise him that it's you. I know I am asking you alot but it's our Brandy and I need for him to be safe.
By the way.... I LOVE YOU and I MISS YOU every single day.

I LOVE YOU!
I MISS YOU!

Auntie (Natalya)

Hey Smiley Girl..How you been doing? Well here it's more or less the same. We all miss you more and more as time goes by.
As I've said before it's sad for me but also madning.. I truly cannot believe this happened..It really hurts me alot and it really ticks me off too.
I'm sorry but it bothers me all the time..There are millions of things on a daily basis that remind me of you..there's music,young girls,store windows,clubs,restaurants,movies,the color pink, on and on it goes...
But when I go to Alexis Nihon and sit at the resaurants that's really hard. that whole area is difficult to be around...
Ok I better stop no more tears...
Hey Louise I hope you and your family are not to bad..and a getting through I know for sure that Anastasia with you guys she would never let anything happen to her family..She's your angel thats HER MISSION NOW.. She's with us I truly believe in angels and heaven..
Louise on Anastasia's other sight that I often go on someone also wrote they saw the show and it's called "I SURVIVED with James Santos.. I'm trying really hard to find it but I'm not seeing it. I think it's only in the US.. Ill keep trying..Good Luck.
I'm ALWAYS Googleing Anastasia 's name hoping maybe I'll find something.
Hi Natayla How is Brandon doing? Hoping he's enjoying himself in Paris?
He's young, good looking, and is living it up.. Good for him he's only young once. Stay strong and have faith this will help get us through Take Care hope you and your family are OK too

I guess that's all for now got to go to work will back for certain later..

ALWAYS AND FOREVER ON MY MIND... A.F.A. Mary

Hi Anastasia,

So, so many people saw a televion show about you and James. Great, hope the message can get accross how dangerous any type of weapon (gun) can be, they are only meant for killing no matter what.
Please can some one tell me what show it was and when did it past? would like to see this episode.

we miss you lots, talk soon need to get back to work,

love ya forever,
Mom, xoxoxoxoxoxo

Hi,

I also saw the show called I survived , and saw your story Anastasia. I felt an emotional connection to your story. I am so sorry to hear about what happened. But I truly believe in angels and now you are your family's angel. When my grandma passed away, I know she has looked over me and protected me ever since. To Anastasia's mom, your little angel is truly watching over you and protecting you and your family. Hugs to you all. Sincerely, Tai

I too saw your story on television and was so sadden by this tragedy.....Such a beautiful girl.....I also want to tell James that I commend is bravery in such an unthinkable situation......God bless your family.

DEAR ANASTASIA,

I AM WRITING THIS MESSEGE AFTER SEEING A TELEVISON SHOW TELLING A STORY OF YOUR PASSING. I AM NOT FEELING WELL TODAY AND KNOW THAT I HAVE TO SEE DOCTORS THIS WEEK CONCERNING MY UNKNOWN ILLNESS. I WAS DRAWN TO YOUR NAME INSTANTLY FOR SOME REASON. AS I LOOK INTO YOUR FACE ON THIS PAGE I FEEL I KNOW YOU. MAYBE YOU ARE MY GUARDIAN ANGEL!
UNTIL MY ARMS CAN HUG YOU I WILL THINK OF YOU.
BYE FOR NOW.